20:59 Expressions

  What lesson am I continuously learning… oh, and there is one (many if I’m honest). The most consistent one is that I occupy this body.  It doesn’t matter how much support, how much alone time, how much advice, or anything… In the end, I occupy this body and that comes with accountability. It’s notContinue reading “20:59 Expressions”

It’s me again, God

There’s nothing we can do without you. And it’s our heart’s desire to be used for your glory and to believe in your promises. We thank you for the ability to connect with you and partake of your grace and love. No, it hasn’t been easy. No, we aren’t immune to pain. No, we don’tContinue reading “It’s me again, God”

Unspoken Peace

A stillness containing a subtle inhale and unspoken thoughts Cautious but magnetically pulled Moments larger than self Inquiring with ever-listening angels Intuition laced nudges holding power over reason Peace presented to comfort a waling heart Unexpected and welcomed Can my soul find healing in the moments where understanding is captured after being elusive for soContinue reading “Unspoken Peace”

Triggers

There are times when you’re playing with your kids, or listening to a song that makes your soul feel electrified, or your mom made you the most delicious apple pie in the world… …and without your probing, you look up and the smallest posture, the most subtle phrase, the familiarity of a vehicle, or theContinue reading “Triggers”

Letters to Self 0902

Dear Self, I thought you should know that I love you. That your design and brilliant mind piece together perfectly with your loving heart but guard it and give it wisely. There are numerous times when I wanted to hug you just to say I forgive you, just to say I understand you, just toContinue reading “Letters to Self 0902”

Processing 

Sun rises as I lay here. Dreams vacate my space for the first time in a long while.  Fog of exhaustion and unwelcomed thoughts of the past.  Slow eye roll into passionate prayer.  Seeking an end to what lingers in my heart and mind.  Sunny days will come in time. Trusting in the process. 

Journey to Rebuilding Me

It wasn’t by choice. It was a forced hand… a barrier that I wasn’t able to shift on my own.   Do I feel defeated? Yes.   Do I feel wounded? Yes.   Do I still love you? Tremendously.  Do I feel like so much could have been prevented? Yes.   I was told theContinue reading “Journey to Rebuilding Me”