Ups and downs

These ups and downs are so taxing on my body. Extremely taxing on me mentally, emotionally, and physically. Sure, I’ve not made the best decisions but this place of navigating myself in so many spaces that I can’t immediately get away from are taking chunks out of “whole” me. Financially, up and down.. up and

22:45…5/15/18

If I were to say the last few weeks have been amazing, it would utterly be a bold lie that not even Trump can beat, and he’s a pro. Emotionally, depleted is an understatement. Physically, there’s work to be done and I can do much better. Spiritually, I’ve been open, honest, loving, and pouring deeply

4:33 am

Moon is up, as am I Preparing for another day Unknown what today will bring Trying to make the best of it anyway Praying to see miracles and cohesion of thoughts Lord, show me you’re near My faith is feeling the drought

Choices

Observing and willing and wanting, yet sporadically invited. Choices. No regrets nor shame. I’m watching you drown. Strangled by childhood absences and fatherly goals, Thirsting for healing to your soul. Optimism once lived where you now house brothel focused goals in the shadows of unasked questions. Truth is better unrevealed Because accountability has no room

In God’s Hands

“My child, give me your heart, and let your eyes observe my ways.” ~Proverbs 23:26~ That’s all I can do. Done. Allowing God to lead.

A Quote of Choice

  “He loved her, of course, but better than that, he chose her, day after day.   Choice: that was the thing.”   ~Sherman Alexie~

Trading Pain for Peace

“When my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock that is higher than I. “ Peace and Progress. The above quote aided in restoring my peace.  I released my grasp on what was outside of me and tapped into the higher presence inside and around me. Oblivious.  I am not oblivious to the moments