Ups and downs

These ups and downs are so taxing on my body. Extremely taxing on me mentally, emotionally, and physically. Sure, I’ve not made the best decisions but this place of navigating myself in so many spaces that I can’t immediately get away from are taking chunks out of “whole” me. Financially, up and down.. up andContinue reading “Ups and downs”

22:45…5/15/18

If I were to say the last few weeks have been amazing, it would utterly be a bold lie that not even Trump can beat, and he’s a pro. Emotionally, depleted is an understatement. Physically, there’s work to be done and I can do much better. Spiritually, I’ve been open, honest, loving, and pouring deeplyContinue reading “22:45…5/15/18”

Choices

Observing and willing and wanting, yet sporadically invited. Choices. No regrets nor shame. I’m watching you drown. Strangled by childhood absences and fatherly goals, Thirsting for healing to your soul. Optimism once lived where you now house brothel focused goals in the shadows of unasked questions. Truth is better unrevealed Because accountability has no roomContinue reading “Choices”

Trading Pain for Peace

“When my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock that is higher than I. “ Peace and Progress. The above quote aided in restoring my peace.  I released my grasp on what was outside of me and tapped into the higher presence inside and around me. Oblivious.  I am not oblivious to the momentsContinue reading “Trading Pain for Peace”