Step 1: Thanks

Now, let's see if I can flip how I've been feeling which truly hasn't been the greatest most whole and healthy. A good place to start is to give thanks. I'm grateful for life. There've been so many deaths that it has been a heavy dose to the heart, even as I accept that it occurs. …

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The End

Cleanse me of what it meant to me No longer do I desire to love or think on it Life has shown me Remove traces of it from my heart and mind Lock it in a capsule that will never open Even with time Replace it only with your power and word I bury it …

I… want… maybe need… but desire and pray for..

I've had easier days I've had better days I've had days to where I didn't feel drained emotionally and physically I've had days where my focus was clearer than it is today I've had days where I've felt rested and refreshed I've had days in which I felt loved and appreciated Those days have felt …

It’s Smothering You

Life is filled with things that we have ZERO control over, no matter how much we desire the outcome, no matter how much we've poured ourselves and our time into it, no matter how much it would benefit all that are involved. The acceptance of this lesson and how you manage it will change you …

These ashes won’t last…

My writing is my release. I find it so hard right now to just relax at times. My insomnia coupled with tears and looped thoughts have become the friends that keep me company when sleep should be the visitor that I welcome in. My heart. My mind. My body. It all seems so heavy. My …

21:22 Thoughts

The intricate details make up the complete picture. Silence doesn't mend what needs to be said. Ignoring it doesn't make it dissolve away. A fire burning within smolders when it's not tended to correctly. A vision doesn't become reality if a plan and action aren't birthed. Love. Yes, love can dwindle more and more as …

Sunken Place

I know things have been hard in his life lately and he's making the best of the day to day. But, I haven't heard from him since Wednesday night and we have never missed a day of communication. My thoughts... keep pushing towards the worse but I'm praying for the best. Yesterday, I kept feeling …