Weighted Clouds…

There are no words for when you miss someone and you’re unable to reach out to them for a smile, a laugh, an encouraging word, or just to be accepted for who you are and who they are. It hurts. It leaves a chasm so wide that the word chasm just doesn’t do it justice.Continue reading “Weighted Clouds…”

I… See…

A couple of things that I find that keep me going are my faith and my ability to see when I am not feeling the greatest internally,  and then flipping it into something positive or implementing a plan of action to work through what is present. But sometimes, it’s truly hard to keep smiling andContinue reading “I… See…”

Don’t stop now

They may not always understand the thoughts behind the gaze, or the weary lines under your eyes as you work diligently birthing your ideas into reality. They haven’t taken the time to see your eyes close, as you gather a moment of peace to process in mindfulness. They didn’t invest sweat nor love into theContinue reading “Don’t stop now”

Processing 

Sun rises as I lay here. Dreams vacate my space for the first time in a long while.  Fog of exhaustion and unwelcomed thoughts of the past.  Slow eye roll into passionate prayer.  Seeking an end to what lingers in my heart and mind.  Sunny days will come in time. Trusting in the process. 

Blog, Hear Me Roar

Eyes will rebel when the tears they cry start to become routine A heart that “almost” experienced a feeling other than pain “almost” beat happily A pen’s ink smeared across forearms and cheeks, still not producing fast enough for the writer’s emotions An unfinished book containing too real of a life outside of its coversContinue reading “Blog, Hear Me Roar”

Sunshine in the Dark

I start this work from a very dark place. The same dark place that most geniuses try to write themselves out of. Some of them survive, and their stories breathe life into others, as they claw their way out of their unlit spaces. Then there are the others, the remainders, who just end up makingContinue reading “Sunshine in the Dark”

taken for granted

Actions yelling at me because you are not here to speak the words but we both know the words don’t match the feelings its easier to be absent then to respond and demonstrate truth in my presence total confusion was the response in my past that same past taught me clarity clear insight into potential placedContinue reading “taken for granted”