Just A Moment…

Me: A lot of things happen around us, huh? Daughter: They happen to you. I’m just usually with you. Me: You’re right. You’re right.   That conversation above: True story. An event that just sits heavy on my heart happened yesterday. Sitting in the median awaiting my turn to cross two lanes of traffic, aContinue reading “Just A Moment…”

Done

Remember when “I love you” was all it took Now the pain of the loss leaves me shook Praying day after day to remove the seed A simple mutual choice would be all we need But fear had another plan It built a moat and said nope, love won’t stand The past painted pictures withContinue reading “Done”

Accept, plan, proceed

Are some days just a moment to moment interaction for you? Today was a mixture of shifts: mentally, physically, spiritually and emotionally.  Grateful for it because but it reminded me of the continuous process involved in healing.  You have to make some very hard decisions as not to continue the same spiraling path. Expecting aContinue reading “Accept, plan, proceed”

Enigmatic… Best Is Yet To Come

  “The best is yet to come” was all that he said. Now, currently sitting upon three days of silence and counting…not a word has been said Wind taps the glass reminiscent of the cold shifting inside as it is out “The best is yet to come”… for him or for me Anxious and expectantContinue reading “Enigmatic… Best Is Yet To Come”

These ashes won’t last…

My writing is my release. I find it so hard right now to just relax at times. My insomnia coupled with tears and looped thoughts have become the friends that keep me company when sleep should be the visitor that I welcome in. My heart. My mind. My body. It all seems so heavy. MyContinue reading “These ashes won’t last…”

Weighted Clouds…

There are no words for when you miss someone and you’re unable to reach out to them for a smile, a laugh, an encouraging word, or just to be accepted for who you are and who they are. It hurts. It leaves a chasm so wide that the word chasm just doesn’t do it justice.Continue reading “Weighted Clouds…”

I… See…

A couple of things that I find that keep me going are my faith and my ability to see when I am not feeling the greatest internally,  and then flipping it into something positive or implementing a plan of action to work through what is present. But sometimes, it’s truly hard to keep smiling andContinue reading “I… See…”