Transparency

Transparency. Frustration with the silence. Stressed out by the lack. Hopeful and applying Yet, progress is still in the black. Why's the Spirit failing to move? Revisiting this space many times from many perspectives. What's the next step? I'm not getting it wrong every single time year after year after year. It would only take …

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New Month, New Goals

My marathon legs are bringing in another month. As we know, life can be more of a marathon than a sprint. We're digging deep and gaining another mile if we're blessed. We're hydrated and proceeding along the course. How're you feeling as we attempt to step out of the April showers and welcome in the …

It had to happen

There are times when having that conversation in honesty has to occur. It was vulnerable. It was transparent. It was the ability to share how you felt, feel and what your next actions are. It had to occur out of love and respect. It had to occur so you can walk forward with tears but …

Thank you for today

Before I go in DND mode and rest, I must say that today was beautiful. The sun was shining bright. Pollen coated all the cars that thought they would be clean after a fresh wash. My family and friends were giving life to indulge in another day. I'm feeling grateful and hopeful. May restoration, wholeness …

I Say A Little Prayer

This may seem like a rambling post but I'm going to write it and publish it as soon as I'm done... no matter the errors.   So... as you may be able to tell with my writings that I am very open hearted and love deeply.  Between my head and my heart, the journey is …

As it is

Once again, waking multiple hours before my day is set to begin. I'm weary. Drained before starting, seeking a sign. Wondering and waiting. My patience and peace run thin. Resignation replaces optimism. A season of famine continues. Shall I water my thoughts today with sprinkles of hope? Should I speak what I don't feel right …

4:28 am

Another start of a week that I'm blessed to be alive and experience, it's Monday. Monday's bring a certain weight that you have to push a bit harder sometimes to energize and release the restful state that came from the previous day. The day is already expected to be busy and a structuring for the …

20:59 Expressions

  What lesson am I continuously learning... oh, and there is one (many if I'm honest). The most consistent one is that I occupy this body.  It doesn't matter how much support, how much alone time, how much advice, or anything... In the end, I occupy this body and that comes with accountability. It's not …

I… See…

A couple of things that I find that keep me going are my faith and my ability to see when I am not feeling the greatest internally,  and then flipping it into something positive or implementing a plan of action to work through what is present. But sometimes, it's truly hard to keep smiling and …