When all you do doesn’t feel like enough

Yes, it’s a lot on your plate and usually you don’t have time to rest nor take a break. Your day becomes filled with priorities at the expense of your mental, physical, and emotional energy. I understand (overstand) how you feel. As much as you need to get out, job hunt, loan search, support theContinue reading “When all you do doesn’t feel like enough”

Transparency

Transparency. Frustration with the silence. Stressed out by the lack. Hopeful and applying Yet, progress is still in the black. Why’s the Spirit failing to move? Revisiting this space many times from many perspectives. What’s the next step? I’m not getting it wrong every single time year after year after year. It would only takeContinue reading “Transparency”

Fear TKO’d Love

I remember when… Daily poems sprung forth from my heart Fueled by the love that only you could create in me I can recall… The butterflies that kept my eyes pointed down but my heart was lifted up I couldn’t prevent… Waking up, smiling, and instantly thinking of you as a sweet prayer of thanksContinue reading “Fear TKO’d Love”

It had to happen

There are times when having that conversation in honesty has to occur. It was vulnerable. It was transparent. It was the ability to share how you felt, feel and what your next actions are. It had to occur out of love and respect. It had to occur so you can walk forward with tears butContinue reading “It had to happen”

Accept, plan, proceed

Are some days just a moment to moment interaction for you? Today was a mixture of shifts: mentally, physically, spiritually and emotionally.  Grateful for it because but it reminded me of the continuous process involved in healing.  You have to make some very hard decisions as not to continue the same spiraling path. Expecting aContinue reading “Accept, plan, proceed”

Push

Usually at this time, I’m waking up around 2 am with the inability to go back to sleep before a 4:30 am alarm… but not today. Things were handled differently today. Instead of allowing the situations I can’t change keep me in a state of hurt, the intention was set to Push the positive. IfContinue reading “Push”

Step 1: Thanks

Now, let’s see if I can flip how I’ve been feeling which truly hasn’t been the greatest most whole and healthy. A good place to start is to give thanks. I’m grateful for life. There’ve been so many deaths that it has been a heavy dose to the heart, even as I accept that it occurs.Continue reading “Step 1: Thanks”