Opening the Valve

  Every day I thought about you and wanted time with you all to myself. When the time presented itself (daily), something…happened. A clog. A strangulation. An inability to spill the contents. Uggh! Maybe I wanted it too bad to even begin to start to reach my goal. Maybe my mental marathoning drained me intoContinue reading “Opening the Valve”

“I can’t do anything, if you won’t let me.”

“I can’t do anything, if you won’t let me.” This was spoken on tonight’s episode of  American Crime. UGhhhhhh I can pull people who aren’t even born yet hair out. Listen, I don’t know about you but that statement….”I can’t do anything, if you won’t let me.” *Exhale* been there, and done that. And itContinue reading ““I can’t do anything, if you won’t let me.””

if why could be answered

She writes her Morning Pages. Opening up her soul’s mic, as she creates on the page. Slowly, venting in measured breaths. Too much too soon she won’t be able to close what should never have become so..high. Critical Mass. I watched her cry yesterday because there was no way she could hide the hurt inContinue reading “if why could be answered”

Work…in….Progress….

At this present moment, my thoughts have to be stilled as much as possible. Uncontrolled, they will wrap around emotions and anchor me to a place of questioning. This is a dark, frustrating place. It doesn’t feel productive, which can pave the way to pain. Pain is a path well worn. My footprints show inContinue reading “Work…in….Progress….”

Yesterday’s thoughts 

Somedays feel earned… A true hard days work, and that doesn’t even refer to a regular job. The days can seem like a minefield…tiptoeing as not to interact with obstacles meant to do you harm. Then there are days in which the explosion can’t be avoided no matter how careful you are, nor how closeContinue reading “Yesterday’s thoughts “