On Another Level

Wrapping up the day There are no worries. No sideline convos of who didn’t return a call or text. No petty comebacks waiting to be played like a Joker in spades. Those nights where pain used to be a pillow wondering why someone didn’t change, they are no more. There is warmth as I layContinue reading “On Another Level”

Time Passes

Time seemed to stand still. Sitting with pen in hand unable to truly process what was occurring. To others, she appeared calm, yet deep in thought. Internally, release was needed, hence her effort in picking up her pen. Usually this was enough to nudge her into puncturing the emotional bag to allow thoughts and ideasContinue reading “Time Passes”

Again We Battle

The time has come. We meet again . I’m restless yet committed to getting to know you, deeply without resistance. Yet, our duel ensues. You’re never one to let your guard down and just embrace what we should be doing. Always two steps ahead, unable to be captured. My heart aches as my eyes reflectContinue reading “Again We Battle”

Stream of Consciousness Moment

My brain is drained. Drained from focusing all day on learning, note taking, interacting, and starting earlier than my body has been prepared for. Usually I’m awake until 4 or 430 am. Rising around 11. This has changed. Now I rise a lot earlier and push through until about 1 am. Believe me, I’ve triedContinue reading “Stream of Consciousness Moment”

Enigmatic… Best Is Yet To Come

  “The best is yet to come” was all that he said. Now, currently sitting upon three days of silence and counting…not a word has been said Wind taps the glass reminiscent of the cold shifting inside as it is out “The best is yet to come”… for him or for me Anxious and expectantContinue reading “Enigmatic… Best Is Yet To Come”

4:28 am

Another start of a week that I’m blessed to be alive and experience, it’s Monday. Monday’s bring a certain weight that you have to push a bit harder sometimes to energize and release the restful state that came from the previous day. The day is already expected to be busy and a structuring for theContinue reading “4:28 am”