Buckle in.. it’s bumpy

Hold on because this is a vent. And truly I don’t even know the origin point. Maybe it’s the lack of sleep and being drained, and then having issues staying asleep. Maybe it’s just… Sigh. Here goes, so… WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE A STRUGGLE? I repeat, WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE AContinue reading “Buckle in.. it’s bumpy”

One of those days

It’s been one of those days… Where it seems like you take a sigh of relief and then an obstacle immediately arises… A day in which you once again feel like you’re climbing uphill in the desert with a cold water bottle being dangled on a rope in front.. Where’s the reset button? You know,Continue reading “One of those days”

Tears

Your pain ripples my atmosphere.  The rolling tears of unresolved pain and betrayal leaves you feeling suspended in purgatory.  Your pleas for comfort and relief don’t escape my heart.  Trust Me in your process.  Those tears containing the weight of the world are watering the garden that I have for you.  A place only IContinue reading “Tears”

Venting, Reset

The holidays aren’t supposed to feel like this.  I repeat, the holidays should not feel like this.  It’s cold and uncomforting.  Unyielding to desires of wanting more and seeking more and working for more.  It’s starting to become a consistent feeling of lack… lack and a longer list of things failed at during the year.Continue reading “Venting, Reset”

Pinpointing the Madness

  Have you ever had one of those days, weeks, or months in which the “madness” within you is misdirected into other areas of your life? Moments like these occur very often, and often times we are unaware of demonstrating this behavior. When was the last time you were having a financial strain squeezing theContinue reading “Pinpointing the Madness”