Stormy day thoughts

Last night and this early morning was filled with dreams. Dreams that didn't leave me waking up wondering what was that about. These dreams just accepted what was and I kept moving forward as I approached each situation. It's like I was resigned to whatever presented itself, not focusing on altering it. I processed what …

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These ashes won’t last…

My writing is my release. I find it so hard right now to just relax at times. My insomnia coupled with tears and looped thoughts have become the friends that keep me company when sleep should be the visitor that I welcome in. My heart. My mind. My body. It all seems so heavy. My …

As it is

Once again, waking multiple hours before my day is set to begin. I'm weary. Drained before starting, seeking a sign. Wondering and waiting. My patience and peace run thin. Resignation replaces optimism. A season of famine continues. Shall I water my thoughts today with sprinkles of hope? Should I speak what I don't feel right …

New Beginnings, New Lessons, New Blessings

  “Why am I compelled to write? . . . Because the world I create in the writing compensates for what the real world does not give me. By writing I put order in the world, give it a handle so I can grasp it. I write because life does not appease my appetites and …

1:05 drift off

As sleep clouds my vision and clarity, prayers escape my heart. Desperately seeking that which is in store, yet patiently awaiting more. There's more peace today than the previous moments. I'm grateful for the communication that inspired more hope and light within the darkness that I've been feeling lately. Perhaps, everything is going to be …

Prayerfully Watchful

Who's to say that God can't work and breathe life into this situation, even when others think it may be impossible, a distraction, or a waste of investing my time?! My faith and our desire and action has to be bigger than the circumstance. Could we both surrender it to God and move in faith …

19:59 23 Oct 2018

All I know to do, God, is to give it all to you. Of course, I've been here & will most likely keep revisiting this place, bowed before thee. It's the beauty of your grace. My sincerest prayer is love that shines light in dark places. My sincerest desire is healing and wholeness. My most …

21:22 Thoughts

The intricate details make up the complete picture. Silence doesn't mend what needs to be said. Ignoring it doesn't make it dissolve away. A fire burning within smolders when it's not tended to correctly. A vision doesn't become reality if a plan and action aren't birthed. Love. Yes, love can dwindle more and more as …

Sunken Place

I know things have been hard in his life lately and he's making the best of the day to day. But, I haven't heard from him since Wednesday night and we have never missed a day of communication. My thoughts... keep pushing towards the worse but I'm praying for the best. Yesterday, I kept feeling …