Operating off an hour of sleep… my sleep has really gotten worse the last few weeks. But I’m up and preparing to walk out the door for work. I haven’t been a work a couple weeks and I haven’t missed it, except for missing my friend there. She’s awesome by the way. Otherwise, it’s hard for me to go in today and not just call and quit and move on to something else that gives me joy. I feel as if why keep showing up, working hard, and the people “managing” don’t even care about anything but if there is a body to fill the space. They don’t care if the person is ready or adequately trained. They don’t care if you work your shift and a few hours more… as long as they aren’t inconvenienced the rest is fluff for them… of course until you try to take your life back by standing up for yourself and considering your own mental, physical, and emotional health.
But, it’s all good because I’m planting seeds to move forward. Today I’m exhausted and need the strength, prayers, energy, and joy to love who I am and bring that light to those I encounter today, even when they don’t deserve it. Today will be taken a moment at a time and if I am lucky a Starbucks might find its way in my life as well.
Wishing you a great day.