Buckle in.. it’s bumpy

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Hold on because this is a vent. And truly I don’t even know the origin point. Maybe it’s the lack of sleep and being drained, and then having issues staying asleep. Maybe it’s just… Sigh.

Here goes, so…

WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE A STRUGGLE?

I repeat, WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE A STRUGGLE?

Let’s keep going. For example, you can be going on your merry way and run into an old friend. You exchange contacts and start catching up on the years past. 👈🏾 Past: That word right there. The present moment and all it’s refreshing-ness can make you want a future with that person after some time. Lo, and behold, herein trots the past. Either yours or theirs, but why does it have to rear it’s ugly head and be a struggle?

Why can’t a blessing be a coming together of trustworthy, humorous, loyal, sunshine and rainbows in which both want to make each other’s future better? Together. You spend time and then… emotionally unavailable. Well, why even stop me on my sunny day upon my stroll? Intentions and Illusions.

WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE A STRUGGLE?

Riddle me this Batman. Penny saver saved up her pennies and made a big decision to move. Patiently she awaits the preparation of the new promised land. Discussions occur and months pass, and suddenly Penny sees someone else taking up residence in her Vision.. in her planned out plan. Oh, but how can this be? And suddenly out of nowhere, Penny is robbed and now penniless which gets the bigger ball rolling because being robbed doesn’t mean Penny’s obligations disappear. Oh, Penny. I’m sorry this has happened to you. Penny starts again even as she keeps a smile on her face and continues to bless others from a pure place. Internally, it’s thunderstorms and typhoons taking turns on the trampoline.

WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE A STRUGGLE?

Or, have you ever saw the vision and laid the plan but felt like everything seems to be in opposition to your plans in actions? You know, like you’re driving the wrong way down a one way when it’s actually a two way just narrow…. if it doesn’t make sense I’m sorry. Lack of sleep and feeling on E can do that sometimes.

Anyway, let me wrap this up because it’s not a resolution. Why does everything have to be Unpacked and Analyzed too?! 🖐🏾🙄 Let me lay down because someone will think I’m losing it when only it’s just a bubbling to the surface like a volcano. It’s slow. It’s impactful. It’s hot. And there’s nothing you can often do except release it.

This is only a moment I know. Now, can I get a moment of blessings that don’t come broken, misidentified, or sent to the wrong person?! It’s not too much but there seems to be an over abundance of Struggle Moments .

Let me sleep this off and wake up refreshed.

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